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VJRC'09, bringing sexy back.
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20091108,9:22 PM
5th.
Broke the news on the spot that we would be lead climbing for finals.
Caught off-guarded, I haven't led in some 5 months. & the dropping part is hell scary.
Was afraid to fall, clipped wrongly. Hung on the wall for what seemed like eons because the belayers etc told me I had clipped it wrongly so I had to unclip and reclip the rope back. So much for lead climbing only in JC competitions.
Wasted alot of energy hanging and eventually fell, 3 clips clipped.
Very disappointing, but it's alright.
I'll just have to practice more lead climbing. as much as I really don't like it.
It's alright, things will turn out for the better (:
Congrats seniors, thanks for everything today as well!<3
Borrowed Eug's card and wanted to sneak into Jens Body but the timings were inappropriate. Slacked at Coffee Bean instead and went Amirah's house to watch a movie. I have a bad cold now and my head hurts. I want to go for PT tomorrow, but I can't. ):
20091107,10:32 PM
this week had been one of the most awesomest. list of people to thank(:
for encouraging me to find uh. her for SMP;
thank you Clar + Jo yayy jiayous for next year hope it will be fun!=D allehz we can get at least bronze de!!=D
for making me/practically forcing it down my throat -.-'' to sign up for PSL even when I didn't really want to; thank you Clar for calling me nonstop just to get me to sign up.. -.-''' XD XD & Sher too yay yay jiayous together kay allehz!=D ++ Ernest thank you for always encouraging me not to be afraid of failure.
for today's qualifiers; thank you so really absolutely definitely damn much seniors, for calming me down before competition and reminding me that the aim of the game was to gain experience and not to win. I can now be proud that I finally got into a rockclimbing final before IP2 started. thank you people who came down to support us. quite pressurising hahaha but thank you so much(:!
my mental state is super low. isolation was scary, everyone was discussing their years of experience & I was the youngest :/ the rest all 2,3 years. felt that I underperformed, but overall if I compare it to the other climbers, my climb was slightly above average, quite shocked hahaha. but I've stopped comparing results etc ever since start of the year, not worth it:D rule of the thumb hahaha, as long as I tried my best it's alrighties(:
never let go never let go never let go I fell while holding onto a jug, zomggg a jug for cow's sake. freaking nice awesome blue chio jug. never let go tmr no matter what, never never never give up, never never never let go audrey allehz smileeeee no matter what just climb and make sure you feel good after the climb!=D
I wanna wanna say a super super super !!big sorry ily to Mei. )):
I'm super super super super super super super sorry to the max about the US trip next year we have to cancel because of the SMP. I'm super sorry didn't know you were looking so forward to it )): you know mummy and dad were afraid to talk to you after telling you because they were scared you would start crying or scold them )): I'M VERY VERY VERY SORRY MEI )): I had totally no idea my first two weeks of June holidays were booked, I'm sorry Mei! Super sorry sorry sorry )): Even if you don't accept this sorry I'm still going to say sorry): I know it doesn't mean much at all but I'm giving you my $30 Borders voucher & it's okay if you take 1365950287653years to forgive me. )): I STILL LOVE YOU!!
..finals are today!O:
vjrc jiayous!<3
albeit there were things that resonated against the murmurs of my heart this week. made me sad just thinking about them.
I'm sorry la people for being an egocentric beyotch for linking my own fb profile but the two rock videos are freaking epic to the max you just gotta see it OOOOOOOO:!!
coach was like omgwtf + his stun tio expression damn funny zomggggg XD XD
filmed yesterday hahahaha =D
freaking dulan tonight -.-''
Groupmates supposed to send ppt at 8, end up sending at 10+.. Sorry wasn't my best work since I chionged through it for half an hour -.-.
MS PPT kept shutting down on me damn gl, keep losing my work until super dl had to save my work every 5 min.
Went to download Buzzer Beat Episodes from where I left off yesterday, realised the videos were removed due to copyright restrictions. Damn you youtube, there's no more BB episodes for me to rip off youtube now, can't watch on the way to school anymore, mysoju sucks to the max knn.
Decided to find my Jodi Picoult book to read in school tmr, searched for 30min before I realised I overlooked it in my bookshelf. fml.
Went back to the room to see my phone ringing without sound. Realised my phone's normal profile was edited that's why for the past few days there hasn't been any ringtone whenever it rings and I keep missing people's calls. Screw me thanks -.-
Needed to save the powerpoint, realised that I misplaced my thumbdrive. Searched another 30min before realising that it was under my chemistry papers next to my lappie. knn -.-
Sat in front of my lappie, and realised my pillow was missing.
This time not that bad la, searched for my pillow for 10 min before realising it was at Mei's room.
-.-
SUPERRRRR dulan to the freaking max today cb knn nbbbbb )): I will not turn this post anymore vulgar than it alr is=D
I have training tomorrow yay yay but to memorise 30 tiles at one shot is freaking O_O I can't even memorise 7 tiles for willy wonka's hershey chocolate puddles. my scab is still healing it's epic pain and my thigh muscle is still strained. WTG audrey =D
I shall stop being a bitch and continue whining, life sucks & I have to accept that =D.
woke up this morning with 王力宏's 你不在 looping in my mind. -.-
things to do this week:
1. Go through EOY papers
2. Go out to buy ballet flats
3. Complete Symposium stuff
4. Watch 1/4 of Buzzer Beat
+ competition on saturday, teeny bit afraid :/
Audrey is a slacker to the max :/
butbut I finished all 151 pages of flying fish today after going to the dentist o: o: not a great achievement but I still need to console myself kthx ):
Cycling next week can't wait, I want a tan. Who wants to sneak into an NC 16 movie with me, borrow pass can alr. Threadmill test, leaving school early I hate running.
Joey intro-ed me to this song (: super chio to the max ^^ <3
GD looks freeeeeaking hot in the MV YAY marie =D
super apt la the title right nest=D everyday listen to you over the phone until cfm will become a habit =D +you like big bang yay! updated my blog already so stop complaining okay ~ i bet you just want me to blog about you nyeh :P
it's 11.51 now don't think you'll be calling again so me wish you goodnight here (:
you're right uh.. my future boyfriend confirm must be damn thick-skinned one, pester for 2years before I stop rejecting his calls + can tahan the number of times i call him asshole & hang up on him. HAHAHAHAH
butbut! he damn cute yesterday hahahaha=D
"I just called.. to say goodnight."
back to slumberland. screw you fearsome pre-competition jitters high wall sore eye no contacts buzzer beat anti love no shuai ges 2010 ms powerpoint cotton on jennifer's body.
bye. ):
20091103,4:52 PM
on the phone right now..
alot alot of things to do didn't come to school today, woke up with a sore eye. I'm gna have deflated ear drums tomorrow. D:
super sian.. thanks for your love everyone!<3
doctor said it's probably the contact's fault..now that you think bout it I haven't been changing my monthly contacts monthly. o.o think I keep using them for an extra 2-3 weeks unknowingly, LOL. o.o
2 days MC, still have alot of things to do I hate wasting my life away.
(yes I still have financial lit powerpoint to do by 11pm -.-)
Things I'm going to complete in these 2 days:
1. PT
2. Finish the chinese storybook due for next year
3. Write more letters
4. Watch 500 days of Summer
5. Go through EOY papers (complete slacker o.o)
6. Sleep early
going to bathe now, just completed PTing! hopefully tomorrow won't be a wasted day!=D
I miss 12 already! ))): thank you you awesomeeee people go ICC then suan me!!): XD XD
worst part of the day: No more contacts for the following few weeks, NO ROCK FOR ME TODAY )))):
oh well, audrey shall get down to productive stuff these two days, no more procrastinating love!:D
/edit/gluck people overall out tmr wheeeeee!=D
wrote the letters alr reading cheeeeeena book now teehee me izza spaazzing!(:
20091102,1:42 AM
ClimbOn 2009!
pictures spam ahahah it's 2am now I'm blogging because I want to see if I fall asleep in school tomorrow whee!=D (& because greedy people weren't satisfied with 2days-old blogposts!)
rock was super awesome to the freakin' max yay!~
came back at 11pm+ on thursday bought late dinner at macs then 81-ed with amirah and eugenia home =D
went orchard to meet sab and nats after school on friday then mrt-ed to plaza sing to meet w/the rest. reached home at arnd 10.30pm =D
honestly I have no idea why my parents don't rly care what time I get home..as long as I do come home. hahaha YAY thank you mummy & dad!=D having no curfew at all is funnnn=D!
competition was on saturday teehee veryvery fun!=D
but I was super omg !faintsdiesZOMGG on saturday )): someone was supposed to call me back at 11+ after he bathed on friday uh. then ended up calling me at 12.15am -.-'' after 2 missed calls I finally woke up to my phone's vibration. talked/listened to him rant/suan me till 2am until really cannot tahan then hanged up and slept.. because of mr. super imba person who decreased my sleep time to 5h, I woke up late on saturday & had to chiong and forgot to do the most important thing -____-. I forgot to shave!!)): super triple wts after I boarded the bus.. but thank God I shaved two days back or sthg alr.. still. :/ I have totally decided to bring an sos shaving kit everywhere from now on la omg DDDx
the kids at climbon were supersuper cute!! primary school kids with pinchable cheeks ~
=D =D
wished I had started climbing when I had been as young as them.. hahaha=D
as usual.. rock guys were addicted to taptap.. they koped my itouch for the whole of saturday and sunday hahaha.
Aud: Wl want to take home the tiles no integrity..
Charlie: What no integrity, do you mean to say that after my 4 years in VS I've forgotten our first core value?
Aud: Totally.
Boonxiang: Huh, I don't want to go burger king.
Amirah: Why?
Bx: Scam my money.
Amirah: Awesome.
we imba la hahahaha=D
charlie is super hardcore devoted to VS and boonxiang didn't know BK had student savers' meal.. -.-''
ended up eating at BK after volunteer work today, 10 of us made a din laughing like spastards at BK that we had to leave before they kicked us out xp
I totally stoned in the LTs the whole of last week. 8D either twittering/blog hopping/fmling/facebooking with my touch or threatening to highlight rj/sean's pants with my highlighter if they continued irritating me !fweee=D funfun!=D thank God for FL this week=D
more picture to be uploaded in the following days!(:
you people already chasing me for them, tsk.. drop me a message for my photobucket link yup xp
/edit 021109/ finish uploading photographs!=D financial literacy is :/.. probably going to sms alot during school hours kthx. o.o training tmrw, going to sleep ciao.
volunteering was funshizzzzzz=D we really worked as a team, awesomeeeee feeling (:
stayed till 8pm+ to help clear mats, move tiles/screws. the 10 of us did vj cheers after that suparrrrr cool!8D dinner never tasted better.
our judging shifts were from 1.30-4pm. seeing practically everyone top the 2.6k route was an eye opener haha XD XD amirah and I were zihighing while we watched those imba people climb and sing to the music being blasted on the stereo system=D this is the anthem throw all your hands up! adlin came and handed us cakes! we found a message below the container of cakes, superrrrr sweet )): hope vjrc really take off after these short 5 years, the seniors really deserve it so much.. I promised myself that I'll be an awesome senior to my juniors when it's my turn in 2-3years' time, just like the previous batches of seniors, always coming back to train us=D audrey kum will gambatteh!=D
I was super touched the other day can ):
while walking back to school I met leonard, and he told me that he heard from bernice that I could do one pull up and ^5ed me. then yesterday bernice told me that leonard said he was super proud. gosh, really miss the seniors )): didn't get to thank them for all their pt sessions and stuff but ALL THE BEST FOR YOU GUYS' A'S ALRIGHT!!<3
finished symposium-ing and writing my letters, audrey kum is going to turn in for the night today, allehz people!=D
You'll always miss 100% of the shots you don't take.
20091030,12:13 AM
my eyes are hurting like loco bananas; just came back from rock at 11.
quite upset and discouraged after coach's heart to heart talk with the team today. Team, remember to push yourselves, we can do it together! No matter what, just push, never never never give up. Because all we have is each other, and that's more than enough.
really really demoralised.. his opinions vs our opinion from an entirely new perspective.. so much potential but we're not unleashing it. what's the point of climbing afterall, it's a one-time thing? questions being raised, comments being discarded, coach's really trying his best and it's time we did our best too. where has my endurance gone, perseverance? audrey, don't hang in there and just go along for the ride, endure, endure, endure. Pull yourelf together, pull yourself up the freaking wall no matter how overhang-ed it is.
team attendance has been disappointing, project work and other commitments. very upsetting, don't want to think about it.. cheer up okay everyone, we can do it. VJRC love !megahug
I really want to go for Camp5 trip, so damn badly.
attitude, pms, real heart to heart comments being voiced out. team, we'll pull through it together. <3
supposed to call san back at 11.. he's not answering his phone since I overshot and called him at 12 instead.. sorry!Dx wasn't of much help today making you guys megasmile, I'm really really sorry ))): 5messages after rock, I hate it when there're important smses and I reply them late.. sorry cat ily!! I'm staying up to write her letter, because I typed out some 10pages long sms to her but since my LG phone had an overdose of smses, it couldn't send her message and that 10sms long sms couldn't be saved as draft so I gave up retyping it, fml !shakes fist
today wasn't a happy day, everyone cheer up.
yep I've learnt. I'll never ask anyone if they're okay when they're evidently looking not okay. ever. such a douchebag. I will think of better things to ask, wts.
yay yay everyone's influenced to use fml today wheeeeeee fishplant!~ =D =D
twittering, fbing, fml(dot)com-ing during 2h long (& epic-ly useless) breaks is fun, watching sammy the small fish grow into a big one is even more amusing!~
81-ing with amirah and eugenia always makes people happier, they say IPs are spastards but please J1s have absolutely no life=D (I don't want to become a jc-er!)
loads of random snippets to post today, but not in the mood to.
going for 6fr reunion tmr, still haven't smsed them where to meet o.o'' !slaps self
today I saw a lady helping two blind men cross the sweet, it made my day =D
whatever doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger.
xox people, never give up!!
VJRC love!
20091028,9:20 PM
Nest funny!=D
ERNESTT says: (PM 10:18:37)
nest: 'eh aud. happy cny!'
ERNESTT says: (PM 10:18:57)
aud: 'can you don't call me. you always call me you know. don't ever call again please.'
ERNESTT says: (PM 10:19:02)
frm aud's phoneline: '-----dial tone----'
^ we started out like this last year. quite believable right!=D HAHAHAHA like some kdrama uh.
better go vj next year so I'll have someone to bully instead of getting bullied by S-plant everyday.. )): GO SLEEP GO SLEEP!!~~ toot guy having fever during his o's.. see la )x
ynoyno I was damnnn pissed off today because I had alot of things to rant about to him then his phone was stuck in Clementi so I couldn't contact him )): I was even more pissed off/): yesterday cos he daoed my message & he was the first one I told my results to can o: and he never daos my smses (unless he forgets to reply them -.-).. then I found out he actually lost his phone. lol-.-. anyway anyway get well soon rest well okie!!=D think I talk to him more during his o's than any other time la.. we were dying tgt on sunday YAY I was dying doing webfolio while he was dying memorising hilter yay yay ~.
GET WELL SOON LOVE !MEGABEARHUG 8D
victor thanks for your encouragement good luck for o's superrrr thank you veryvery much!!=D can't wait for chalet teeehee ^^ FML.COM OWNS RIGHT!!=D
I miss talking to fishy claudia mary queenie jolyn yy!
HAHAHAHAHA!!=D funfunfun!! debbo + sexy ex too yayyy last week was a blast tyvm guys love you!=D can't wait for gummy bears outing this friday YAY YAY!!
fishy & I have decided to marry overseas guys because then our kids will be very shuai/chio. thenthen when we go out for high tea tgt in the future, all the other adults will be jealous of our shuai/chio kids!!=D
joey and marie got me addicted to ring ding dong!=D
zuuuuuu-ey me downloaded kizuna for you alr tmr send you kaykay YAYYY!!=D
I am damn pissed off today though.
I still have to take Chemistry Reassessment paper. What. the. crap.
NEXT YEAR. imagine mugging for Chemistry during the December holidays wheee so fun=D
Wts I got 72 w/o studying for the freaking paper then they still want me to retake because i didn't come for the actual paper itself DDDDD<
!shakes fist
NEVERMIND. AUDREY WILL JIAJIAJIAYOUUUUS!(:
I need to pass it so I can be promoted right, so all right baby I will pass my R paper ;D!!
Everyone emoing out there because of results cheer up loveeee, humans weren't meant to do everything extraordinarily anyway(: we're all meant to fail at one point or another right=D .. gnna spam ppl with cheer up messages, someone plz remind me to!xp
tomorrow will be scary.
Picture spam!(: some of the pictures we've selected for symposium !yay=D
Quote of the day from Marie
Aud: I want to live in Japan because all the schoolkids will go out shopping after school everyday.
Marie: That's why the have so many earthquakes.
super no link until everyone turned around to look at her. XD
Kanye West is a gayfish.
Eat you up!
BRACIES COLOUR!
1. Pink & Black
2. Green & Pink
3. Green & Silver
4. Purple & Yellow
5. Purple & Lilac
6. Hot Pink & Hot Pink
7. Rainbow! All God-knows-how-many-colour-the-dentist-has.
8. Red & Blue
9. Lilac & Green
10. Hot Pink & Light Blue
&thyquotations!
Love isn't about finding someone you can live with, It's about finding someone you can't live without.
If you want the rainbow, you've got to put up with the rain.
What Jesus wants from us is our child-like faith in Him and not an intellectual type of faith based on science and reasonings.
"Miss the times u ran around the classroom calling me Si Wen Cui." - Mich
The best and most beautiful things in this world cannot be seen or even heard, but must be felt with the heart. -Helen Keller
You know, it's never fifty-fifty in love. It's always seventy-thirty, or sixty-fourty.
Someone falls in love first. Someone puts someone else up on a pedestral.
Someone works very hard to keep things rolling smoothly; someone else sails along for the ride. -"Mercy", Jodi Picoult
"I box people. You don't have a box to box people. So go crying to your crumpler." -Titi Korkor:D
"Smile; cos you dk when someone might fall in love with it."
"The best proof of love is a fishball trust." ;Oh yes it is fishy((x
"Success is getting what you want; Happiness is being content with what you get."
J to the af
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JAFjafJAFFIE !aiee:D
-aka audrey [owl-3/ball/ortree-.-]
&yes, register your astonishment that JAF's a girl -.- ahs1A'o7, 2D'o8 ♥. vip;09v12
我(used to be a)舞蹈员!:D
{&THYCURRENTSTATUSES} O:
My tofu-ex MNSJ is love, yo.
Nehneh, Les1, BluElmo's godmama, Papafishy T.E.E., 3rd musketeer, Lame Club President '06 C:
Summarised version 1.01:D
Your average teen, plus the angst minus the tWiIt-tYpp3 worhzx. o-o
I headbang to james blunt & sleep with sum41's underclass hero loading in my CD player.
I have random moodswings. teeeheeee(:
I get too melodramatic sometimes. Lagging comes with technology- 563897143 seconds lag on emesen kthxbai.
I three-less throwing marshmallows into my coffee & laughing as they melt into the lumpy mess:D !Decay dancing to Pete Wentz is comparable to waiting for Folie A Duex, like yoz Dec 16th O:Avvie's latest Spring '09 Album!
Sunsets, magazines, music are love.
I can spell Bimbo backwards.
Love isn't about finding someone you can live with, It's about finding someone you can't live without.
